Survivor

i cried today because i have to keep on living because what i have inside i have to keep on giving everything thats beautifull that i give to the world i've been given a sacred duty that say's i must go on dispight it would be easier to take myself out but i mean so much to many it would tear their hearts out i would love to see my soul mate that was chosen for me but now i see she left so that i could be a better me it was a tearful day today as i spoke to God we just got along perfectly i did not even laud i just saw Him holding my hand and i've been set to say that when you hear that song that means so so much when you see that mountian that the sky's they can touch when you live in a paradise like so few of us do and when you fall in love and they fall in love with you realize that is is God who is holding your hand when you stop and ask about His plan