Supressed Feelings

Dard is dil ki Koi samjhta nhi. Jisne samjha Usne galat hi samjha. Hum ustaad chhupane me aur log batangad banane me. Jitna dabaya Usse jyada bahar Aya. Ashun ko v bht chhupaya Kavi ruk jata tha Kavi beh jata tha Koi dekh lega uska v dar laga rehta tha. Ro kar ankh sujha liya Subah uthi to Aina dekh liya Ki kese chhupaun ab isse Koi upay v nhi tha wese. To jise dekh na tha wo dekh liya Use jo v samjh na tha wo samjh liya. Socha tha mene koi puchhega Jo Dil tham ke sunega. Bataungi wo sab kuchh Jo mujhe achha nhi lagta Jo mujhe dard deta Per kisi ne v nhi puchha. Chid gayi hun iss se Mukti chahti hun Kuchh pal ki pyar aur khusi chahti hun tumse. Kavi to gale lagao Thoda pyar apna dikhayo Thodi mithi boli sunao Kab se intezar kar rahi hun . English verse of the poem. No one understands my pain .one who listened he understood none. i am good at hiding my feelings and people good at make ahill out of a mole . The more you supress, the more it hurt Sometimes i hide my tears and sometimes i cant. I have fear if someone watches though my tears falling from my eyes. When crying for whole night swelling my eyes but am unable to face the mirror as i can see my feelings infront me. Some noticed though and they thought it there own way. I thought that someone would ask who would listen to Dil Tham. I thought they will understand me so ican share my feelings with them but no one asked. I am a girl I want freedom from this , I want the love and happiness of a few friends . Let the poet show you some love, listen to some words, you are waiting for a long time.