Sumtimes I Click

I am, or shld i say we r i cld swear im bipolar tripolar, quadpolar, grab a cola take a seat n listen i jus nid ur earz, i cld neva have ur heart, believe me i tried n ma mind? lost dat so löng ago i only knw it as consiousnes, its hidin in ma head sumwere. I knw its there sumwere coz every otha day it clicks, in dat breif moment i experience gud pain the kind thats just enuf to kip u frm the bad kind the kind that leaves an ugly scar n unlike da duckling time wont make ths 1 a swan. I cld have sworn infact i swear i knw beta extra extra read al abt it go ahead n tel the world that im its smartest fool and if im schooled it can only mean im grouped wit da fishes, gosh im slipin wit da fishes, lifes maffia's got to me... Tho its dark, its kinda comfy in this boot/ trunk SPACIOUS It must be a be a benzo, maybach : ) always wanted to ride in 1 look how it had to happen bt i kip smilin godfather cldnt get me to kis hs pinkie ring heck i cld take hm out if you put me in a ring, i run wit GOD THE FATHER n dats y im stil standing even wen ma whole worlds shaking nuthn lasts 4eva certainly not this uncertainity that has threatend ma sanity, moments ago my mind clickd i felt gud pain ma life jus gathered momentum ima be aite and yeah if u stil wonderin, i am nuts da kinda crazy dat makes people give their hearts wen they knw they r playin darts in the dark wit no hands yeah dats me : ) THE END