Suicide Alert

One hundred years of hell
And a hundred more of pain
Why did I stop you hanging there
So you could hurt me again

I came gracefully granted your wishes
Healed all the pain
I had a word with God 
Wh also helped me again

Now my world is empty
No guitar notes left to play
Why why why 
Did you have to try and hang yourself that day

What now can I find that will brighten my world
The rain falls constantly as if its been hurled

What was a thing of beauty
Has turned into a dark force
The princess, I was the angel, you named me
All reminders and sweet remorse

Tears I can't even wipe
They just flood right down my face
Hey I thought you loved me
What happened to our special place

How did heaven turn into hell
Did the devil turn up and cast a spell

Or is this just my innocence
A fool awaiting her fate
Were you the devil in a disguise
Me In your world of hate

Did you trick me 
Did you fool me
Just to bring me pain
Will you return
I doubt it
I wont ever let you again

I fought your evil demons
I faced every bit of your fear
Once again I turn around
You have left me here

Like a shadow I now remember its spell
Did you reverse my magic
Did you cause my hell?

Whatever you did you did it well
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Scars Avatar
September 6, 2016 at 10:55 AM
Gail, very deep and once again, excellent flow and great rhyme scheme :)-luloo
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September 13, 2016 at 7:35 PM
Deep and true dear Laura Loo xx
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