Suicide

In the glowing embers, of an evening fire There dances the last remnants, of my desire A melancholy, is stirred by an evening breeze As my lips quivered, I knelt on bended knees A lonesome howl, is carried upon the breeze To fan the fire within, flames were sent to tease As past thought and feelings enveloped my soul The emptiness inside raged, spirit out of control I asked him for forgiveness of my imperfect soul Even as I tried climbing out of this dark, black hole The stench of burning flesh, I carry everywhere Since I fell from your grace, into this pit of despair Let the fire of life dwindle and as the night air cools I feel it's warmth leave my body and forms into pools All I pray is that pain and sadness felt is left behind Is this really a sane act or thoughts of an insane mind