Suicidal Love By: Lakeyia Clark

SUICIDAL LOVE.... by Lakeyia Clark One night drinking, questioning the reality of her fate Lead her heart into a slump of love vs. hate Everything that was once there is now dead and gone Washed away after the storm, she's now left alone He thought he could trust her and ended up hurt Now they are only what at first they never were She was in the wrong place at the wrong time Questioning herself trying to recall everything in her mind Screaming telling the attacker please stop and a series of No's Been thrown around and then into a unconscious state she goes Who could she run to, who would listen She thought it would be him but he said parts of the story were missing Trying her best to convince him that it didn't happen by consent He told her there was no more of them and out the door he went Don't turn your back on me is what she tried to say But he wasn't hearing it, he turned his back anyways Her heart says pursue him cause this is who she wants and needs But she can’t get through to his heart if he's holding tight to the keys The victim of a scandalous scheme is never good for anybody It'll make the most confident, loving, and trusting individual feel and appear as a nobody The trust that was once there is no longer alive To him she is fake and everything was a lie Love for the man but confused as hell Not the first time she's seen this but is now tormented with hell Hate for every attacker forcing her to have a void towards men Thinking that her man was the one she could trust, cause he was Heaven Sent In her mind she wants to say leave it and let him be But her heart says go after him you've given him so much of me So do she put her heart on the line and risk a homicidal love Or does she pretend like it’s not there and settle for a suicidal love The truth was first revealed and he don't see it as foul play A suicidal love cause she was a victim and he chose to walk away