Suffering Man

Please note when reading this poem note that the letters in the right collumn will spell the title of this depressing piece of mine. S tuck here wondering how I really look U nder the surface deep in every little nook F ar under the grey that lies in the shadow F ar beyond the black area that is narrow E verything found deep within R emembering each and every last sin I nsanity overwhelming I have lost my mind N ever finding what I lnoged to find G oing down fast please break my fall M emories of my past tookover and will not stall A nd I continue to admit my wrongs and present all of my Worst N ever given warning that my bubble could burst