Suffering In Silence

I can feel it creeping in I try to hide my pain Smile through the thickened clouds Push through the blinding rain Labored breaths are simply hid Behind my eyes so bright Light an extra candle when My world has turned to night Shall I walk amongst the fields, Bare feet to feel the flowers? Or pushed on wheels from behind by someone else’s powers? Rippled now my thoughts ensue These views of my disease Shall I rest the thought of death? Whilst down on bended knees? Quiet shadows filter through My strength now suffers so Alone I try to hide my pain A grief you’ll never know