Suffering

One day I will look up to the sky and say “God, I wish him well…” But until that day, I’m buried here Inside my living hell Eventually, I’ll move past the pain With a story left to tell But right now, I am suffering Once, I knew him very well There will be no goodbye this time It just simply has to end There is no making up for lying You should not betray a friend The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do Was through choked tears say “I don’t love you….” I didn’t have to be this way Someday I know I will forgive For forgiveness sets us free And on that day I’ll truly live Without regrets of broken dreams But for now, I’ll remain silent In quiet, dark despair With the echoing reminders Of a voice that didn’t care