Stupid Girl

My mind said its ok I let you in and of course you went away Of course A girl so stupid Again Listening to the words That were promised in vain But I wanted to believe But I knew you would leave So why am I so surprised Even when I close my eyes You’re still gone Feeling so stupid again Why oh why did I let you in Maybe I needed something That he couldn’t give Maybe I needed something Or a different life to live But here I am still in limbo And hating myself And trying to let you go Trying to let my mind Go back and rewind To where I was before Alone and lonely Safe and sound Just walking around And knowing my Soul may never be found