Stupid

My world has been dark since I left you.
I guess looking back I should have known better,
Thinking about all the times when the thought of losing you made me cry.
How could I have been so blind?
How could I hurt you so bad like I did?
I want to erase it all and go back.
I want to go back to that day that we took our vows 
And I cried so hard I couldn't say the words.
I was so happy that day, knowing I was marrying the man of my dreams.
What have I done? 
What was I thinking? 
I knew you had changed your ways, just like you said you would but I ignored it.
Then I threw you away like a piece of garbage. 
You will never be garbage to me.
You were my rock, my strength.
You always will be
And I would give anything to feel your arms around me again
And to fall asleep in your arms like I used to. 
This hurts so bad.
This broken heart will always be yours. 
I'm sorry for being so stupid.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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May 27, 2009 at 9:31 PM
Awesome write!
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