Struggling Words

Climbing into bed Feeling the soft pillow on my head Bring my hands together Closing my eyes forever Fingertips touch and clasp Beginning my prayer at last Having trouble starting out Concentrating and struggling about Frustrating in my head Tears dwelling up and getting sad Nothing's coming out clear And it is very hard to hear Feeling awful of not succeeding Having more trouble reading Doing my best But trying to finish the rest I just want to go out and play And not have anything to say.