Step For the Change

I went into the room cold dark and afraid 
When I came out I needed aide
Nothing in my life was ever going to be the same
The doctor put it out on the table and the odds were weighed
The pain burned inside of me like a hot flame 
If I had another option I would gladly take the trade
The rest of my life I will now have this scar
I would rather be laying on a beach somewhere down south
Beautiful I am not anymore by far
I can hardly keep anything down by mouth
I just want things back the old way
When times were happy and all smiles
I just don't know what too say
Now I mean nothing than a few names on some medical files
Make me feel beautiful and wanted again
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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September 26, 2012 at 2:31 AM
a terribly sad and touching piece, which rips me to my core. a piece of poetry which is profound and would be so hard to forget...tyvm for sharing such a personal write...stored in my favourites....karen
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