State of Being

State of Being Heaven and Hell I know the spectrum well The space that's in between Is not a place I've been From happy to sad Good to bad On top of it all On a downward fall Can't sleep for days Sleep my days away The space that's not seen Is the space that's in between Look left Go right Have no appetite Eat everything in sight Nothings seems to taste right I love with all my heart I shatter my heart all apart Calm and serene Wild and mean Or lost somewhere in between Drive, going no where Not knowing where I've been A perpetual state of being But not really living Deep Within...