Staring In Such Empty Space

Staring in my Empty Space Lost between a 1000 thought Reality is showing nothing here Only Darkness Eyes are Glaring bright No wonder You cannot get a glimpse of my Sight Who could love this lowly worm Damned by Himself and The Devil,in turn Rogue sphere that contains few but neither I think My own Sanity is shuffled in this Lonely continuum A Beam from The Above I wander to see Lead me away from such unlimited Misery You and me? The Father and Jesus in Person Two extremities Narrow Possibilities Straight from the Heart But kept a few 1500 meters apart Zeus,Hercules,Aphrodite,many more Olympian Saints come treading at my door Yesterday the Door into the Life was real Solid and Beautiful,a Mosaic that I want feel Tell me one more thing,though.. ..HAVE I MISSED THE CHANCE TO START THIS TIME OVER AGAIN??