Star of Beauty

I am a creature in this world Made with heart, soul, and body Despite of my impoverishment I will fight for my dreams Sun vanishes as the moon comes And every time the darkness arrives I'm lying on the peaceful surrounding While hearing the whistle of silence Together with the nature I'm feeling the wind while it dances the trees Resting in the green grasses A typical day of mine As I watch the night skies, I saw the star of beauty I gaze at her, hoping to be close Wishing to be with her for some time I knew her but it was shallow; I want to make it deep and also to thank her For giving me the shining light An inspiration on the roads of darkness These are the reasons Why I had a constant struggle Cause I'm just watching her in this far proximity If she only knew that bit by bit it kills me inside cause time by time I'm being wounded But even though I want to be near In my intuition I know I will suffer For the star of beauty was ultimately distant Its hard yet I won't give up, for nothing is impossible in my dream! Like any other human Many had tried to capture their stars Some succeed to reach and some do not Others stayed with wings but others fall back down I need to possess an utmost bravery I need to defeat the weaknesses of myself Its for her, there's no turning back I know my grandeur wings will emerge I will fly to the heavens with uncertainty Then I would reach the star of beauty I will achieve the closeness that grants an exceptional bliss I'm overjoyed! I won't forget this Temporarily time will halt I will savor that single moment Let it be bound for eternity So that I could be with you eternally But in the end, my happiness ends Chaos occurred, and that's my worry: In your intense brightness and in my unpreparedness My wings got rip and I fall down, back into the land where I belong