Staplegunned

You wanted to kiss me I saw it in your eyes Both times that it almost happened You shoved it all back inside I wanted you to kiss me I wanted that so bad We were so close But still so far off And all I can hear Is your voice in my ears Telling me: "You can tell everything by the way you get kissed" I had so much to say that night So much more I couldn't But when our lips brushed against each others It was o so apparent We both knew we shouldn't I'm leaving this alone I'm going to walk away But goddamn in my heart I really just want to stay Stay all night Inside the warmth of your arms I want to fall asleep with you And wake up unarmed I don't feel I have to hide from you I've never felt I have I can just be myself No smoke No mirrors You won't love me any less But no You don't love me I shouldn't say that I know that you don't But I do know You wanted to kiss me As badly as I wanted to kiss you