Spinning

My head is spinning My thoughts flying around my head Chaotic Angry Fearsome Worry Pleading Wanting Hoping Wishing I can't stop These words won't let me sleep They whisper in my ear They remind me As I try to forget Spinning Swirling Hushed Bothersome Nagging Tenacious Noisy Whirling Why won't they leave me Why won't they change Why can't I forget Why can't I run Stop Heal Forget Grow Smile Laugh Love Happy I can change them I can chase them I can lock them out I can sleep