Special Occasion

2/28/21 Dang it Still doing the same s*** On a planet that is overpopulated Always getting faded And intoxicated Often facing Goliath, call me David I won and was elated I also loss and got frustrated My ego rose or it deflated The one continually shaded And blamed quick By those that are jaded They're amazed if I actually make it During night time or when a new day hits They thought it was complex, but it was basic Why do so many people got to be racist Just one of many reasons, I usually am in a spaceship Outer space bound, still searching for an oasis Mostly finding mirages, it's difficult for me to say this I've been getting f*d up on a daily basis Far too complacent, yet still courageous Another moment closer to the matrix Humans still do things that are heinous I'm staying composed, others losing their patience Using my head, instead of being brainless You can tell a lot about a person by their playlist It remained bone-dry or was saturated Still being debated It's as if they stalemated Even though it was intentionally fabricated Nobody caught on, they were all captivated This made me agitated And aggravated As I recalibrated Staying isolated Spending most of my time getting medicated And wasted No other way to say it Did this to myself, this situation I created Can only blame me, if I feel incarcerated Because I can't stop being inebriated Many times I contemplated Overdoing it, nothing being moderated Another honest statement No fool, I got educated But I'm making it far too complicated Not concentrated Or feeling obligated On trying to change it Still being blockaded Just ask my mom, if you want it to be corroborated When I finally go, will I be exonerated? No matter, I just want my mom to be happy and compensated All along the pavement They congregated Yet nobody cooperated Never aided Too many animals and people are hated And degraded Pitiful what they did And how they betrayed them What happened was bulls***, don't be mistaken Too much is over rated And too few tell it true instead of it being exaggerated Makes me irritated And frustrated While working toward a state of elevation They're too caught up with haven And eternal damnation It's a special occasion Time for a celebration And standing ovation It remained true or got lost in translation Changed due to mutation Or skewed through hallucinations When will we really awaken? Items stole and lives taken So many being forsaken Because most are only out to save one's own bacon