Special

To capture the attention everyone else gets but you You do whatever you can to get it Even if its bad You continue to do it To get the attention you never had And the attention you will never get You want the perfect body and soul that everyone else has You want to feel important... special So you seek for a better Much higher thing What you need You dont quite know But you decide that You will do whatever it takes to make you happy And sometimes That means.. suicide Sometimes it means Shooting someone Because the hole inside your heart needs filled And thats the only thing you ever had The only thing you see The only thing that someone gave to you The thing that got everyone talking about you The thing that got everyone to even look at you So if you decide to kill someone You kill yourself afterwards Because you felt lonely again You felt that no one was watching you That no one even cared Then you think about all the things that Bugged you And you pull the trigger Then theres no more you Next time someone sees you You will be on the news Where now you are special And important