Speaks Volumes

I see but cannot believe my eyes, I feel but cannot consolidate, I hear but cannot accept the lies, I taste and cannot ingest the hate. I drink but cannot allay my thirst, I talk but cannot complete the speech, I fear but cannot abide the worst, I strain and cannot extend my reach. I run but cannot escape the pain, I burn but cannot locate the fire, I try but cannot achieve again, I sleep and cannot truly retire. I know that something has gone amiss, I know that somehow I lost a friend; I don't know what that something is, speaks volumes I cannot comprehend.