Someone I Loved

There was someone, whom I too once loved,
A heart so pure, a flame that never swerved.
 
She taught a guy, ignorant of the world's ways,
Little by little, and subtly, most of its baffling sways.
 
Her verity and strength, instilled in me faith,
That if she was thus, truly, God must be great.
 
She made me believe, with all her flare,
That in God's divine plan, I too had a share.
 
Her eyes they were always, like a water so placid,
And in them were, the most enthralling thoughts lucid.
 
In the brilliance of her soul, why I could see Him plain,
And thus my friends was my heart, at her hands, slain.
  
When she was around, I could feel the universe rejoice,
But now there's just my hollow, echoing, yearning voice.
 
Those moments they linger, in the far reaches of my soul,
And where there was her smile, now it's just a gaping hole.
 
She was the one for me, but I guess I was not,
Oh dear divinity, really, was this my lot?
 
Gone she is, and there are no words,
To even distantly convey, how it hurts.
 
God grant me strength to witness my world crumble,
As i fall to my knees, and for the shards, fumble.
 
By asking for her affection, I guess I asked for too much,
So why am I still alive dear God, if things were to be such?
 
My share of happiness ended, before it could even start,
Guess I was wrong, for since when, did angels embrace a cursed heart?
 
Every morning is a curse, every night a torment,
To stare the day, blankly through, is the sole intent.
 
With unmeasurable grief, now I have just one wish - to die,
But rest you assured, that in your paths, will my best wishes lie. 
 
I never meant anything to you at all, and that's so so sad,
Yet I just hope that my heart, was one of the best, you've ever had.
 
My love, it's a pity, you could never comprehend,
But guess what, with this life...............it won't end.

ABHI.......
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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May 24, 2013 at 1:43 PM
A M., , congratulations with your winning poem, in the "Incurable Romantic" contest... ~xox* Linda
Mishra Avatar
May 24, 2013 at 5:36 PM
thanks a lot ....PDA...thanks a ton...:)
Sharma Avatar
May 23, 2013 at 11:50 PM
Very heart touching poem and it etches very beautifully the emotions of a painful heart.
Mishra Avatar
May 24, 2013 at 11:06 AM
thnkx vandana...mine is a painful heart indeed.
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June 6, 2012 at 5:35 AM
This is explicitly awesome. I love the piece so much and I think I will be checking on your other wonderful works... Its a blessing coming to your page and I hope you do well to stop by too. Once again, nice work.
Mishra Avatar
May 24, 2013 at 11:04 AM
thnkx funom ....thnkx a lot
Shines Avatar
June 2, 2012 at 10:03 AM
very nice write
Mishra Avatar
June 2, 2012 at 11:51 AM
thankx kenisha.....:)
Caulfield Avatar
June 2, 2012 at 4:05 AM
Very good write.
Mishra Avatar
June 2, 2012 at 5:26 AM
THANKX PEGGY......
Britt Avatar
June 1, 2012 at 5:29 PM
WOW! It is immensely healthy to emotionally purge whenever feeling this intense. Feeling insignificant/unworthy is a numbing feeling for sure <3
Mishra Avatar
June 2, 2012 at 5:26 AM
THANKX BRITTANY.......<3
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