Solitary Thoughts

We're in love Or so I think But my thoughts aren't enough I need to know what she thinks When she winks My heart skips a beat And it makes me wonder If it happens to her too She inspires me She looks heavenly She's like air to me She's the love I see But what's in her head? What do she think of me? Do she go to bed Thinking about me? Am I like every other guy? Or am I the special one Am I that very guy Who can make her see the sun? I've given her my heart But how is she treating it? I have but one heart I pray she doesn't play with it What do she even mean When she say 'I love you'? And what do she think I mean When I say so too? She can count on me By the stars I swear But can I count on her? Do she even hold me dear? Have I gone against the grain? Should I follow my heart or my brain? 'Cause I really want her around me She looks to me like destiny She makes my heart to break But when the sun is up again For true love's sake I'll be up to love again © Kanu Ekpezu