Soldiers Lament

Constantly dreaming of thing's I can't see, running away from the pain inside me, knowing I have what it takes to be, but falling pray to a monster disease. The strength that I have , I stole from my mom, The love that I hold came from my son. the pain I feel is cause they are gone, and still I keep walking this road I am on. It's a soldiers life, I take what I need the only war that I fight is inside of me, looking to win and praying for peace, home is a dream I wanna believe....... Lost in the world of life on the streets