So Many Years

the years go by so slow without you your smile would always bring me cheer but now i smile a little less every year the pain i feel brings me to tears i wish i could erase all these years wish i never sat here and cried all these tears feel like ive been dead for a thousand years wish my heart wouldnt hurt for all these years no way ta chase away these endless fears sadness has followed me for so many years pain filled my happiness lost myself in it for so many years