So Hard

Struggle with the loneliness gun in my hand Thinking of the cold steel bullet just laying there within Picture your face throughout the grim, dark day If you could see me like this I wonder what you'd say Thinking back of the times and knowing you're the one who left That's one thing to drive me nuts one thing I can not forget No one is around I've looked hard and long The streets in my heart are empty cause everyone is gone I could take it all away to not take another breath Falling so fast without having a safety net Feeling of the cold steel bullet thought of you is the last I think Into the fiery pits of hell for eternity I shall sink