so blue, so indecisive

Sometimes, I don’t feel so blue
Sometimes, I wish I’d love me too
I don’t know what to do…
I love You, love You so true
Who knew I’d end up with rue

True, maybe I’m blue
Maybe I’m getting over you
True, maybe I’m glue,
Getting sticky with your rue
I’m not in your shoes
I’m not your breathtaking blues
I’m not bad news…
I don’t know what to choose
Maybe I’m getting over you
I wish I would be you too
Maybe I haven’t a damn clue
Who knew I’d be…so blue…

Sometimes, I don’t feel so blue
Sometimes, I don’t wish upon hating me honestly
I know what to do, but this isn’t true —
I love me and I love you…I hate you and I hate me possibly
It’s so damn true — can’t make up my mind…I’m indecisive and like morning dew

True, maybe I’m blue
Maybe I’m getting over you
True, maybe I’m glue,
Getting sticky with your rue
I’m not in your shoes
I’m not your breathtaking blues
I’m not bad news…
I don’t know what to choose
Maybe I’m getting over you
I wish I would be you too
Maybe I haven’t a damn clue
Who knew I’d be…so blue…

Let go and let God…let God decide amongst His holy light
Whether I be blue and/or indecisive, the Lord loves me despite
God will decide what shade or hue my emotions will be
I’ll end up feeling like a lighter shade of blue hopefully

True, maybe I’m blue
Maybe I’m getting over you
True, maybe I’m glue,
Getting sticky with your rue
I’m not in your shoes
I’m not your breathtaking blues
I’m not bad news…
I don’t know what to choose
Maybe I’m getting over you
I wish I would be you too
Maybe I haven’t a damn clue
Who knew I’d be…so blue…

I’m a genius and I’m no longer blue
No longer insecure and indecisive
Let go and let live…and let live…
And I want to keep giving and give
I don’t want to receive, grieve not
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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