So Alone

Lost and alone so far away, Down and out with nothing to say. Wondering if this will always be, Wandering far from this, very me. Gazing ahead, stillness as dead, Wanting to just, be set free. Faint and unsteady, shifting sand, Reaching out, to Heaven with hand... Yet, so alone... Hoping to gain satisfaction from rain, and finding nothing more than wetness. Seeking past memories with weakening grasp, Maybe I'd rather endure tetanus. Having teeth pulled or re-socket a bone, Scraping a chalkboard or being alone... Loneliness is inside of one's heart, In time, no healing, just tearing apart... And... so alone...