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Smiles do Return

She endured trauma as a child, that shut down her mind Without safe adults, there was no security to find She played outside and pretended to run away She prayed and God answered, he heard what she had to say She learned about good and evil, at an early age When her soul with a facade, became stuck in a cage She was lucky to have natural talents to help her survive God granted her what was needed to stay alive She was given strength to endure things, beyond words can say When she was older, it was time for her to speak and find her way She investigated the past, fighting to stop others from being hurt She learned to watch her back, be streetwise while on alert After 14 years, justice failed with deep corruption, that started back then Finding the closure she wanted was no longer a matter of when Family outcasted her, while more losses and deaths came about The silence of the past had turned into a powerful shout How did she make it through such painstaking times? She created in many ways including things like these rhymes She was granted many good things through so many years Friends who care, pets who love, much comfort that erased fears She yearns to love and give to all who may have pain She will offer to give the sun to anyone, after the rain I say all this because there is hope in life, through good and bad - smiles do return from the depths of being sad - Heidi Sands 12/22/33

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Date: 12/23/2023 5:55:00 AM
A touching story, my friend. Much inspiration you convey in the upbeat ending, Heidi.
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Date: 12/23/2023 4:40:00 AM
Chidlhood trauma always has an everlasting effect on us, even in adulthood, some learn to deal with it, some never get over it.. your poem is an excellent example how some can recover from it..
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/23/2023 5:53:00 AM
You are right, my friend. It does have an everlasting effect on us in adulthood. Thank you for your kind feedback. :)
Date: 12/22/2023 9:32:00 PM
Dear Heidi, this really speaks volumes for me and touched my soul so strongly. I absolutely love the storytelling in such a creative and touching manner that would get readers to feel the strength of this character you’ve described, despite the trauma and the injustices and abandonment she has faced, she still rises finds sun through rain and find little things to smile for. What a profound and soulful write. I felt this so very much. Definitely a fave for me
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/22/2023 9:43:00 PM
I am happy that this reached you and that you took the time to leave such positive feedback thank you very much. I am grateful and I appreciate the Fave. :)
Date: 12/22/2023 8:23:00 PM
Quite a sad verse Heidi, it amazes me how some people find the strength to rise above it to put aside their terrible experiences that they've had.. Merry Christmas. Tom
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/22/2023 8:50:00 PM
It is what it is. Many people go through trauma.Yes, It is amazing how much people can get through. Thank you . Merry Christmss. :)
Date: 12/22/2023 7:51:00 PM
Marvellous Heidi, she could be me you wrote about, I was so traumatised from awful times I went through. I remember well the day I felt God’s presence, many years ago, that was the day my healing began…. Belle
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/22/2023 8:18:00 PM
I am sorry to hear about your trauma. So many people experience so much. I am happy to hear God reached you. It is an amazing blessing. Thank you for your comment :)
Date: 12/22/2023 6:07:00 PM
Very sad, but so beautifully spoken ... yes, there is hope in the SON, the Only ONE who can truly comfort the heart who has bled. He is the only ONE who can make alive that which was dead. Love to you sweet friend. Very good poem. God bless you. Love, Gina
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/22/2023 8:16:00 PM
Thank you Regina. Blessings :)
Date: 12/22/2023 5:53:00 PM
Sounds like this could be your story? Finding the sunshine through life’s extreme storms…finding a smile once again and comforting others.
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Heidi Sands
Date: 12/22/2023 8:15:00 PM
Thank you Kim.

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