Sleepless Night

i lie here but never can i sleep thoughts of u haunt me in my dreams i find ways to make it easier to forget u but u still remain in my soul this is not fair why am i the one left to bleed why must i cut myself open to release u ashes to ashes and dust to dust but im the only one who got burned i dont understand why i cant heal from this hearts mend so slow never again will i fall for this guard myself from the world surround myself with safe faces but they seem to drift away not knowing why or were things went wrong still tears me apart if u wanted me to think it was my fault u did your job i try to stay away from u but i find myself staring right at u endless lies ive tried to fool myself hell maybe they're true all i kno is u dont think of me so why i cant forget you