Sleeping Beauty

SO close but so far away, so certain yet always worried. It's satisfying to watch you sleep when I lie restless in bed at night. I am Grumpy, I am Jealousy, This is so new to me to feel this right is to kill my pain. My pain of loneliness. I always understood my ugliness but for you, Sleeping Beauty to think me sexy brings out a light that's so bright it makes the sun look BLACK!