Sinking Sand

Entangled in a dream, reality is so far away. Hiding in the closet, wanting not to stay. What surrounds me, no one knows. This road I’m traveling, I yes, I chose. Spinning around me are the problems I face. Which way shall I go? I can’t find my place. Growing weaker as the days go by, I want to give up, I don’t want to try. I want to deny the feelings I feel, And the hurt only God can heal. My mind is swollen with thoughts so deep, Separating me from this world, I sleep. Lying there restless, tears flowing from my eyes, Thinking about God and how hard I try. Wanting to reach out and take his hand, Instead I’m stuck in this sinking sand.