Silly Mistake

so i run very quickly out of there as i usually do whenever things get me a little unglued like a child learning how to swing even that so pleasurable that it can't be explained starts like everything else...very frightening so i wondered on what to do, go back in, wave ,say oops these things are like loops wait for everyone to smile understandingly welcome me with open arms wearing those smiles we all like...rainbow sized so i am stuck in the future of my yesterday contemplating in my present in the past that which might become the present of my tomorrow lead me into yet another today stuck in the future in the past, a present in yesterday