Silently I Cry For You

I wander through this land 
Of broken promises and dreams
Clouded by the death of you
Wondering what life means

My colourless existence 
In a world of black and grey
Reflects the person I’ve become
And who I am today

Without you in my life 
I seem to have no life at all
No one here to guide me
Or to catch me when I fall

I almost hear you breathing
I almost feel you near
I almost feel your touch
Sometimes it’s almost like you’re here

This jigsaw puzzle of my life
Has pieces I can't find
For half of me went with you
Leaving half of me behind

I feel so cold and lonely
So battered and so bruised
I feel so insecure right now
Tortured and confused

My life is like an open book
Written but unread
Thoughts I never told you
Words I never said

The voice of hidden truth, I know
Will never now be spoken
Though time may heal my scars
I know my hearts forever broken

Half of my heart is with you now 
Somewhere up above
And every road I walk alone 
Still leads me back to love

Though time may fade the tears I cry 
This love will still be true 
For half of me is here on Earth 
And half of me's with you

Silently I cry for you
Silently I pray
For silence is the loudest spoken word
I never say

I can’t escape the darkness 
I’ve come to know so well
While you are free in heaven
I still reside in hell

And here I will remain 
Until the day my life is through
Until the day God takes my hand
And leads me back to you..


By Raina Hutchins
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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Marcum Wong Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 1:48 PM
Your poignant sentiments touch those of us who know this pain and how difficult it is to begin again. Beautifully written and very deserving of being featured. Congratulations
Hutchins Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 2:44 PM
Thank you so much Connie for you kind words x
Hillmer Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 1:14 PM
What an excellent piece of writing here. I truly enjoyed the flow of rhyme within the words. Congrats on this poem, being featured on the home page. Thanks for sharing.
Hutchins Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 2:45 PM
Your kind words are very much appreciated. Than you Melanie x
Brown Avatar
March 22, 2012 at 6:04 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved featured write this week Raina. Love,Carol
Hutchins Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 2:45 PM
Thank you Carol :-) x
Lato Avatar
March 21, 2012 at 11:07 PM
What a poem! I can relate to it! I like it a lot.
Hutchins Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 2:47 PM
Thank you very much Rosalinda...you have a lovely name x
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