Silenced Torture

I cry out loud and no one seems to hear me For some strange reason everyone fears me The pain and sorrow all I've gained is sadness Even though in the light all I see is darkness The need for selfish needs, selfish wants Thoughts in my mind hurt so much that all they do is bleed and taunt I hate this world, I hate my life Because all I can do is sit and strife About my losses and about my gains Nothing can explain this undescribable pain You look at me but you cannot see The pain, The sorrow, The misery As I walk nearer You back away The only thing now is my soul's decay...