Silenced Heart
When I felt your gentle touch, It filled my soul with your sweetness
Slowly you began to conquer my heart and won it fairly.
When I met you, you fled the most appreciated being for your beautiful way of being
Slowly I went loving you, Little by little you began to win me over.
Many people made fun of you for the way you are.
But I did not care to surround you.
I did not give a damn what people said about you.
They made fun of you and how you acted.
You gain my trust without setting a boundary barrier.
You slowly slow the being that heals the wounds of my heart.
When you call me crazy if I love you with that same madness and restlessness.
When I was your girlfriend, I lost myself inside a maze on purpose
For you to follow me, with the same passion that I followed you.
I have very beautiful memories of you. Those are the memories that I will never forget.
When we went to school together, it purposely changed the way I was, my
The way I dressed, the way I walked.
I did everything on purpose to see if you still noticed me. No matter how it looked.
When I dressed ugly. I noticed how you never changed the way you expressed yourself towards me. You know that's the quality I most like to look more radiant. But radiant of those who made fun of you. When I dressed I looked pretty to see how you expressed yourself around me. I remember that your objects were lost to you just to focus on me.
You know that when I left, I felt like a part of you died inside of me.
You know when I left, it was your cute memories I took with me.
I felt like an angel with a broken wing without feathers. With tears my
soul.
What I expected of you was to stop me so that I would never go away
from your side. What I expected of you was that you asked for my hand, but you did not. You stay with the words inside you without expressing your true feelings about me.
When you stayed in total silence. You hit me with a whip in my heart. I suffered a lot in letting you go. I suffered more when you let me go to you.
That is the pain I suffered the most.
Copyright © Marilyn Newman | Year Posted 2017
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