Sickness

sick of it...being envious...sad to say...I dont wanna be alone. Sick of it...being lonely...of wanting...sad to say he turned out gay. sick of it...evryone says im pretty...so why would no one date me? sick of it..everyone telling me ill find love....well where is it? sick of it...lasting a week or a few months... sick of it....ending in a position where i am the loser... Sick of it....being a gift to everyone except me... SIck of it....skipping me...