Sick of Being Sick

I am so confused I don't know what to do I know I'm sick of being used And mistreated too I am sick of being looked down on And being misunderstood I'd change all of this if I had a chance I mean I really would I'd make people turn From their narrow minded ways And make them realize The status quo's not always okay I'd show them that Different isn't necessary bad And that change Isn't always sad I want to be responsible For opening their eyes And help them be themselves And take away the daily disguise Show them that they can be Whatever they choose As long as they are themselves They will never lose But before I can accomplish All these great feats There is something That I must beat My problem is I believe in everyone and not myself I care about the pain of others And not my own mental health I must believe Deep within my heart That I can do all And that I am smart I must stop Putting myself down While lifting up the others That are around I must believe That I can Despite what others say and think That I can stand