Sick and Whipped

Every creative word just glues to the madness
and every blessed breath just oozes love-without-you sadness
Break and pauses
effects and causes
they all lead 
they all read 
heartache.
How much more do I have to take?
I just keep wishing you here,
willing you here,
day dreaming you here,

So, I'll have the chance to get to know you
show to
grow new
words to use when I write
about our time together,
and not my dreams of having you near,
wishing you here ,
willing you here.
day dreaming you here.

I picture every scenario 
so you can't surprise me
I picture you walking in right now and saying
let's be you and me and learn how to be
new- let's screw
Let's talk and walk or sit a bit
Let's spend our now together
adjusting nothing but sprouting
rerouting what it means to grow
to show
to know
love.... by living it together.

If you need a break from connection
you can have your own section of the day,
take the whole month of may
just be here now with me

...but your not...

I can only dream so much
before I notice your hand is not in mine
I can only pray so much
before I question the leading of the divine.

God, what can bring him to me?
Is this your will out that I spill out,
that I kill doubt....?

Or is it spit that I stay fit.
Yet another Ode and call for wit 

from a lonely soul who doesn't know 
if its true love that drives arrives and dives 
into the daydream-felt-love-affair with him.

Does it matter to you that its no longer what you look like...
get fat and loose all your money
so we can just be together....its nothing!
I love but you.... just you...you.... just you....
Do you believe me?
Can you see me?
Will you ever know?
I love you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Haick Avatar
January 5, 2010 at 1:52 PM
Very interesting write, Richard. I hope you find true happiness! Peace, Audrey
Byrne Avatar
January 4, 2010 at 11:02 PM
Interesting narrative , it felt like fruit cake! well done.
Culverhouse Avatar
January 4, 2010 at 3:56 PM
Angelina aint through with hime yet, I am afraid, I love him too-He's so sexy. Poem's well written. Keep shariing. I don't intentionally say bad things about others poems. I don't mind if someone points out a typo etc. or constructive critics
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