Should I Or Should I Not??

Torn in two my body and soul it makes my heart feels so cold Logics against hope,common sence againt stupidity Dont tell me what to say or what to do its got be hard for you all to understand But my feelings are real you haven't got a clue They may have a point or may even be right Even though the chances are slim and the road looks grim If at the end there's a chance you'll be there its worth the risk but what if your not and treat me like a snob would that be worth it It's really a decision that only you can help me thorough please baby tell me what should i or should not do