Should I?

“Should I?” You’re my best friend We tell each other everything You are like water I need you to live Though I have a secret that shall not mend I’m afraid that I have let this go on too long Though you are as clueless as a baby What should I do? I know I must make the right choice But I’m afraid I don’t know how You deserve to know the truth Though it may hurt just a little Keeping this unknown can be bad It will haunt you And me too Though I will have my regrets in this For this is not to tell you Or to tell you I’m sorry I have to make a choice As shall you too This choice is shouting for my attention The choice that makes me feel good when it’s over with Something you will thank me for later on For doing the right thing But I still don’t know what to do When the two words pop in my head I’m deciding I should