Should Be

Going on without you Is driving me insane The love I still have for you Has never been in vain In going our separate ways Nobody was to blame Even with everything around us that's changed For you I still feel the same Love is not about winning or losing It's not about how well you play the game It's about your raw emotions And your wanting them to go back from where and which they came The ones from deep inside your soul And they can't nor won't be restrained You try so hard to control But you find yourself wanting more for that special someone Then you do for or ever have wanted for anyone before Even if your heart forever they've stole And the pain you endure Well I'm the last one who needs to be told I live it every damn day to be bold I do what I do Just to go on Living in my moments That are not my own Time passes right on by Tears oh yes, I've cried Yet I believe in many ways with wisdom I've grown Wild oats have been sewn Realizing things perhaps a little to late Knowing now he's always been my soul mate Now leaving things up to fate It's hard when your memories Plays with your reality You don't know if you can get through the night Sometimes standing in the tunnel You can see the light It all comes together and fits again just right For me for now only more time passing will tell If my world will forever be a living hell When that times comes will you be there as before Or simply turn and quietly shut the door Would you gently take me in your arms and hold me tenderly forever more Or will you cut me deep to the core Either way I just wish it would be done So I can get things out in the open Get on with our lives again whatever they may be But just know that I'll forever believe Together is where you and me Should be