She Was Gone Ii

My heart ached when I lost Sharyl-The enigma That temptress that simply was the greatest love of my life The heartbreak was so great, the loneliness so cruel at the time I could not imagine a recovery… She Was Gone I felt hollow-like my heart had been pulled from my chest. The old saying better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all struck me I thought about that but… She Was Gone And the realization that this would be permanent I could search for some inner truth or higher meaning But it would change nothing-My grief would always be with me My constant companion after I lost Sharyl… She Was Gone So I asked myself, what was worse To lose the love of a lifetime? or to realize that maybe? She never loved me at all??