She Said It Feels Good?

She says it feels good and calms her down when i know deep inside it pushes her down the pain she feels and hurt inside i can't believe she would use this to cover it up so cheap and simple and soft and sharp when she thinks about it, it really does help there is no reason for no reason at all it hits the skin leaves the marks and makes you bleed till you can't stop she thinks its ok but not at all i hate it when she does every minute of it she says its her coping skill but i know its not thats what she calls it, cutting.