She Dont Know

this girl she always seems to remind me that its not all hell she doesnt even know she does it she doesnt have a clue that with a word she makes my day better she is truly a best friend cause i'll never let her go she's to priceless for that when i think about killing myself she's there to help even when she doesnt have a clue i never have to say a word just pretend for a while that its all ok again and soon it seems like it is till it all hits again that's why i'm so obssesed at talking about her rembering what she said makes me feel happy again, thats why they have to tell me to shut up because she is so priceless and i owe her so much but she doesnt even see it she has no clue what she's done she's taken away my gun and knife at the same time she replaces it with a smile every time i'm about to let go she truly is my best friend