Shame Fed Lies

Though awake all along, 
She suddenly came to
It was midday after all 
Bright sun, skies blue

This feeling was strange
Out of body, perhaps
She remained within range
Could it be a time lapse

Paranoia was instant
Legs heavy from shame 
Light sweat and mild pant
She couldn't explain

Where was her mind
Who had she become
But tapping rewind
Only blistered her thumb

The children were there
In a state of confusion
Under her care
An episode, brewing

She pushed them away
To feed her need for silence
Go out and play
Mother needs rest

A cold water splash
To sober her skin
Cheap white trash
Is what she had been

How could she look 
In their innocent eyes
She felt like a crook
Just shame fed lies
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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