Serenity

Such a smooth motion, the silver slowly moves, right across my canvas wrist, its peace that I choose. The glass quickly empties, my head starts to spin, the alcohol makes me dizzy, it feels like a win. The smoke fades away, drag after drag, i know it isn't healthy, but it makes me want to brag. I swing at them again, i'm not quite sure why, the violence is peaceful, i used to wish to die. the self destructive actions, they are not good for me, but they are what keeps me here, they make me feel free.