Sense of Completion

Unable to escape the pain on the rise inside Still embracing, manipulating the mind Patiently waiting for the day I will lose touch Releasing pressure after its been too much Secluded in society trying to deal and cope Thoughts racing of desire and hope Knowing I need this and sometimes that What am I to do if I was to snap Like a twig broken in two Tears falling through old and new Not all of the fault is my own What evolved became exposed from below And when it attacks with relentless force I will stand back neglecting remorse Sending a message, now you're asleep Closing your eyes for eternity Straying away wiith hands in the air Quickly relieved of anguish and despair Is this the answer to all my questions Again, i'll never know my sense of completion