Self Search

I was looking for peace But still i can not find it Now I'm trapped in pain and loneliness controls me I tried to escape but the walls devoured me It's a curse that blesses me A thorn that soothes me and a pain that heals me No place to hide for still it finds me I'm caught in time the one that binds me But it stops for a moment Just to sigh and look at me Physical embodiment so fit and calm And my spirit with pain goes numb Stuck in the middle of the hurting and pain Will i be saved or am i just a constant player of the game