Self Made Demise

Is it really hard to understand I am just looking for a man One that sees the world like me Offers his heart humblely I will cherish and protect Give back to him what I get Hoping its not just me Drifting in this lonely sea Been floating out here for years and years Fighting not to drown in my own tears This ocean I find myself drifting in Was created from unintentional sin My eyes cried this reflecting pool Due to all the times I played the fool Will I ever feel the ground again Or does a boat come pull me in Save me from my self made demise See the sun through cloudy skies May the warmth come cure my pain Stop these eyes that pour like rain